Friday, February 01, 2008

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thanks CHARLENE!

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

well. its Napfa this morning.

and i reached school at 830am you know?!!! haha.

2.4km was a torture! and erm FUNNY. Marilyn was motivating me and i am motivating her to run!

well. she was ahead of me, she slows down, she walked, turned back. check me out! aiyo i shy leh!

haha. and i ran after her. but the moment she sees me running. she stopped walking. she quickly start running again. it is really DAMN lar!

in the end. she came in 29th and i came in 30th out of the whole lot of 80 runners.. AIYO!

caught 3:10 yuma with serene after school. ERM! at least it is very much better than Cloverfield.

i have motion sickness one please! i almost vomitted lar!

and and..

i bought bak kwa today!

and the auntie was so impolite. she was like: have you decided? if not you have to wait very long to buy. and i replied: i already tell this guy what i wanted. and its payment time. so i told her nets. and i said twice, as i thought she might not hear me? coz she did not reply me? and she was like. NETS DEN NETS lor. and she added: FASTER FASTER come here press your pin. she was like KUAI DIAN KUAI DIAN. check the price correct or not. omgoodness. she can be a little more impolite you mei you?

that kinda fucked up attitude. you think STUDENT LIKE ME CANT BUY BAK KWA from BEE CHENG HIANG meh?! you think we cant AFFORD meh! your BAK KWA doesnt cost a billion bucks please!

i feel like telling her: Auntie, its not like i never use NETS machine before lor! i have a job also LOR! and my job requires me to know how to freaking use that Visa and Nets machine lor! and obviously i will check the amount before i key my pin. COMMON SENSE what!

stupid auntie! so damn rude. anyway the outlet is at Harbourfront!

BAD CUSTOMER SERVICE!

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

you know?

i have been thinking of my boyfriend the whole of today.

and all that i wanted to tell him is:

the most important one, I LOVE YOU like mad! days without you makes me love you even more!

how nice if you are lying beside me hugging me?

these few nights has been really really cold. thats what got me into thinking of : how nice if... what about.. oh wells... and i am certainly not negative about anything in my sweet relationship.

and definitely, he shouldn't be worried if i am not able to handle this SIMPLE challenge. coz I am so UP TO IT lar!

i love him, i miss him, i want him, i need his hug, i need his affirmation, i need this i need that. when will i not need such?

and so. life still goes on!!it's not easy, and that is why it is a CHALLENGE. duh~ HAHA

my sweetheart will strive hard for his career over at Perth. and i will strive hard for all that i wanted here in this sunny island!

and as time goes, soon enough, i will feel him and love him even more.

i am not counting down to the day of your return but i am waiting patiently to see you coming home. and definitely back to my lovely huggies!

but remember, to lose some weight okie? hahahaha! i don't wish to see more of you 10months later you know?!!!

i am just kidding!

no words to describe how much you really really mean to me, sweetheart!!

iloveyouforwhoyouarewhoyouwillbeandwhoyouwanttobe!

its NAPFA tomorrow. and i am so not prepared for it.

and. Thank God. its wednesday tomorrow. totally cant wait for Chinese New Year. February! fly to mommie!!!!!

Monday, January 28, 2008

enough of my irritating brother.

what about today?

well...

for the fact that i took out my phone and i wanted to take a picture of this sickening disgusting horny old man near my block.

i've seen him a couple of times and for the first time, he was sticking his tongue in and out and asking me to walk towards him. the second, he smile like a horny bastard and asked me over. and so on. i was so afraid but...

as for today i am no longer! i freaking want that old AH PEK to make a fool outta himself. i am like so prepared to kick a big hoohaa while on the way to school lar!

i walked passed and i saw him looking at me with the super horny and that big ugly smile without his two front teeth! i think the reason behind his lost front teeth is that he was punched on his face for behaving disgustingly in public! HAHA!

and so i stopped walking. STARED hard at him and i start taking out my phone. i wanted to take a picture of him!

and man he was fast. he quickly packed his stuffs and wanted to run off. but apparently he did not have any time to waste as he should know i am so not gonna let him off. so he opened up his papers and hide behind it. so i could not take a picture of him...

and he fucking hell did the most retarded act i've ever seen! especially such an act by an old ugly man!

as i was saying he hid behind the papers. and guess what? he looked under the paper to see if i am still standing there holding my phone upright at him! and continue giving that disgusting smile without his two front teeth.

that is blardy retarded lar! i should had even take that retarded act lar! WHAT A WASTE!

that was really stupid. the way he acted. really... laughable.

i was actually prepared to scream and throw my heavy bag at him and whack him with my Nalgene bottle.

but i was really in a rush as i am like an hour late for my lesson!! so i kept my phone and hurried to the station.

and so. this is my morning encounter with one disgusting horny old freak.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

if i were to really die from a illness of whatsoever someday. i think it will be High Blood Pressure, or maybe Heart Attack?

i have a horrible brother. i think he should be born in the year of Pig or something? not that people born in the year of pigs are generally horrible. it is just that DIRT reminds me of pig. as in pig loves mud you see?

he smells horrible. you can never EVER imagine how smelly he is. i am so pissed off. each time i am trying really really FUCKING hard to just freaking not blog about him or his unhealthy side.but this is really hard and i really am not gonna Fucking try anymore. i am just gonna blog about it. blame on himself.

i mean like i have been trying to talk things out properly you know. and he is like a small kid. needs a really BIG mommy to really TEACH him how to live a life of a NORMAL HUMAN BEING!

he sleeps the whole day. well its alright. but before he heads to bed, he doesnt even BOTHER to get himself cleaned up. as in A BATH you see?! URGH!!

and when he gets up. the moment he opens his room door. omgoodness. my house suddenly turned into a piggy den? it smells horrible to the extend that i have to keep my room door closed. not even when i gotta know that he has gotten up from bed! its the smells that "told" me he has gotten up!!!!! hello! its my HOUSE you know?! closed my room door? my entire life?! even if im sick now? i think i wont die due to my sickness but due to HIM!

i guess he is an absolute pig to me. i have totally no idea how long can i tolerate such a DIRTY brother in the house. how i wish i could just VACUUM him out.

as a younger sis of his. i have to tell him to do this and to do that. i mean like WHY NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND?! i have to tell him to go and take bath and that he really smells. but his answers are always. LATER.

FUCK WITH LATER! his later is 'from the time i head to school, till the time i gets home' he still hasnt take a bath yet you know!!!!

am i the problematic one or is he the problematic one i seriously wondered.

i really hate this fact but i seriously hate living under the same roof with him.

with a character like his. i seriously don't mind dying earlier.

HATE HIM! AND HIS DIRTY SMELLY LIFESTYLE!

and i am always so angry to the extreme that i could hardly breathe properly. why cant he treat me better? by just GO AND TAKE A BATH! oh man i seriously am dying from that stench!

he has an overpowering stench really. like i've said, you can never EVER imagine!

!@#%^&%*^($@#!#!!!!!!!!!!!!

so damn pissed off.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

i love it when sweetheart calls!

love his voice. love his everything. i even fell in love with his Perth number. haha!

i felt super duper blessed when he called me while i am on the way back. hearing his voice. oh i just so love it.

and certainly ofcoz, i am madly in love with my sweetest sweetheart!

nothing is even better than you calling me.

i love weekends too!
well.

that's just one 'emo' 'emo' entry in a very long while. no worries my dear friends! im alright.

oh. i am not going to die. so dont worry okie!

i am very good. doctor says i am a healthy lady!

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

i spent a total of $105.00 on my medical bills.

and all i got was, i am being referred to another specialist.

my uncle commented something and i am somehow offended. but well. i am sick and tired or rather immuned to his ridiculous comments. it feel like he need a dose of commenting people every year know? what is this man? i simply dont understand.

i cried like mad while on the phone. i thought i am going to die or something. thou i am still not sure if "that" will really happen. on someone so HEALTHY like me. i am waiting for my appointment.

it scares me totally. reality is really harsh on human beings like ME definitely. at least. for now.

i wish so hard that my sweetheart is with me. so that i need not hear others comments or feel as thou i owe them a living. oh well not living, owe them a drive back home.

sweetheart shown me his unconditional love. making me feel so wanted and needed. and cared for. it just sadden me that i thought i should actually get it from my own immediate family.

not only spare a thought of how worried i am for my health sake. said things i dont wish to even hear. if my dad is here, would i need you? if my dad is here, would i even want you? dad wanted someone to be with me. and hell i know who will?

i asked for noone but just my loved one. definitely not them. i asked for my brother. but he left me for his friends instead. im quite sadden by that but well.. i forgive him.

i called dad up to ask for help with the medical expenses. not help to send me around. or rather to send me around and hear comments that i dont wish to hear.

i feel i have no need to explain why did i ringed my dad up. coz HE IS MY DAD for goodness sake.

and seriously, i did nothing wrong to them. but why am i always the one tolerating the comments given? it is not once that i receive this kinda "treatment" be it in commenting or whatever. its not the first time know? especially at the totally wrong time.

oh. it is not them. its just a person. tonight. but usually its two person together ganging up to give comments i feel it is totally needless to be given. should be three. added in one during xmas? dont remember. it was a small incident but yah. probably the family. i always put it behind me and moved on. but time and time again it happened. whenever i see them. do they even feel that i am unhappy when they give this kinda STUPID remark?

how would you feel if you are to be in my shoes?

it is because of such "caring" relatives i have. i feel that my friends and workmates out there are more likely my Family. sounds ridiculous? but yes its true.

do you understand LOVE. i mean yah L.O.V.E?

then again, who will even bother if i am alive or dead? beside my family outside.....

i had a horrible night. i am SAD. S.A.D.

oh ya. thanks nelson. for everything.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

IT WAS PHOTOSHOOT AGAIN WITH CHARLENE!!!!!!

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STAY TUNED!

Saturday, January 19, 2008

as my last entry was saying.

well. i headed there with Cindy, Lingg, Jolean and Serene. and we met Clara, amanda, siti and joanna. it was Clara's 21st birthday.

we were at St James. it was hell loadsa fun lar. dancing and dancing, drinking and drinking. i didnt drink much thou. one of us got freaking drunk. dont wanna NAME her out. haha! she was like cannot cannot i wanna vomit now. cannot cannot. haha!! and yeap she vomitted.

we were at Tiger Live? isit? full of R&B. love it.

left quite late and all headed to KTM. so some prata, Mee Siam and teh peng.

slept at like 6:20am this morning. and got up at 1030am lor. that few hours of sleep.....

it was my Advanced Office Admin CA yesterday morning.. not too difficult a question, not too an easy question too. haha.

after which, met roxann and marilyn to shop. for New Year clothings.

sadly. i got myself nothing except for a 50cents band and SWEETTALK's pearl milk tea.

oh ya. i spend on steamboat at least. haha.

PICTURES! PICTURES! AND MORE PICTURES!!!!

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my dancing partner!

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the three braces madness!

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STEAMBOAT!

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this is my self-mixed sauce.

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AND AND AND AND!!!

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loving it. camwhoring.

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my big big jacky chan's nose.

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saw that Elastic in my mouth?! that tiny thing can cause me huge pain you know?!!!!!

have you ever seen me without make up. and with my "bluey" spectacle? haha!

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it started with Joyce and missy me!

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and so on..

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HAHAHAHA~


END!

Friday, January 18, 2008

OH MY GUAN YIN MA!!!!!

I AM GOING CLUBBING TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ROAR!!! ROAR!!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!

Before i end my entry and start my NIGHT Life!

I LOVE MYSELF SO DAMN MUCH!!!! HAHAHAA!

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I AM SO DAMN EXCITED TO MEET THE REST LATER!!!!!

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

colors
ME.

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and my twin. [laughs]

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work was really boring......

Monday, January 14, 2008

PHOTOSHOOT!

it was with Mei mei, Benjamin, Issac and Esther. they are a bunch of really FUN people!

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there's more too. but i havent receive yet. so just wait readers.

and our lovable photographer is CHARLENE!

Sunday, January 13, 2008

and so.

my sweetest sweetheart left for Perth(Pearce) on friday morning. starting on his new journey, the battle of the Trainees. haha. do your best hunnie! i love you like mad.

it was work after sending him off. and photoshoot with meimei and company in the noon. i was dead tired on friday. half a pandan cake lasted me throughout the day. amazing.

i had dinner with meimei at Miss Clarity. oh i bet you guys will go : huh? clarity again??? haha yeap. Clarity again. now, tomorrow and again in the future. haha!

we waited hell long for that pathetic seat for two. there is this three retards hogging on at their seat for three for a hell long time. and its obvious enough that many are waiting. and the two hopeful souls includes meimei and myself!

it is not like they will die or suffer from a cancerous disease if they were to leave after finishing their meal and drinks right? and being nice to people who is waiting for their table. i was quite irritated then. not being able to tolerate such stupid human beings in there. they were chatting, chilling, visiting the washroom and continue their chats. sooo not being "nice" right? do they have eyes to see or something i wondered.

i was looking at them all the while. and that stupid guy just stare at me like: im not leaving no matter how long you have been waiting for kinda look. DAMN fucked up face he is born with. URGH.

when he finally decides to get the bill and leave, a table of four left and yeap i got that table. i was like thanking God for the chair that i am sitting on please. it felt like heaven. after standing on heels for more than 12 hours. that may be one of the reasons that explains why i am so temperament over that three retards.

and im seriously hungry now. touching on Clarity. my stomach just gets hungry. love that mud ozze. but can no longer indulge in that for probably a month or something? i have been indulging in that delicacy for consecutively two blardy weeks.

i love that mee siam from 'Qi Ji'. i didnt know it taste really really yummilicious know? it was really YUMMY. and im missing it now. ARGH. i should have finished my half a bowl leftover lar! Awww. what a waste.....

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upon arrival at the Airport.

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he queues for luggage check in.

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his so wonderful family. love each of them.

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his so wonderful girlfriend too. love myself too. HAHA!

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his friends.

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SWEETIE! did you see this? do you miss eating it? haha!

i had a great day today and i hope you guys had a enjoyable day too.

its gonna be a wonderful day tomorrow~

Thursday, January 10, 2008

WEDNESDAY

headed to bugis with my beloved. shopped a little. and sweetheart droved me to work.

shopped a little too during break time.

headed down miss clarity for dinner on monday. yummilicious!

i bought a top from FOX again. on sale!

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missy me!

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this is my favourite!!